About this deal
If I am to stand and be punished, I must brace myself stiffly armed on a designated piece of furniture, slightly bent, head down. I keep visiting lots of online forums and chatrooms related to sex and lesbians, to meet like-minded people and find out more about myself.
She has experienced elements of BDSM in the past but is now embarking on her first 24x7 collared relationship. Once the shoes are off or on respectively, from my kneeling position I wrap my arms around His calves and press my head down softly on His lap. He informed me at that time that His women do not kneel on the floor, only on pillows, and so I learned my first lesson. He prefers my back to be straight, which is difficult for me, as my natural tendency is to reverse arch my back. This has been my sole punishable infraction to date, as the way in which He was having me made it next to impossible to resist, and in complete honesty, I wanted to see what would happen.
The initial contact on my part is the focus and allows me to show that in waking up to start my day, He is in my first thoughts. When Sir is finished with the toy, or when I am cleaning up the room afterward, I am to take the toy to the closet where it is kept and hang it very deliberately in its designated spot. I am validated to read in Luna's writing that my concern over my appearance, and also trying to be peaceful, not fidget and be patient was already positive in the direction of desired qualities in a submissive.
Sir introduces all toys and equipment by either presenting it to me or instructing me to fetch it for Him. I received this wonderfully written review of her first 30 days and she offered to share it with everyone here.In 'In Her Eyes', a woman finds herself gazing into a beautiful woman's eyes while at a diner, and is immediately whisked off into a world of delightful obedience. His tone changes immediately as he demands the proper response and I know I run the risk of displeasing Him should I not enunciate properly. As we grew closer, it applied whenever He was asserting His dominance, be it out in public, online or on the phone and I show my acceptance and submission with the honorific response. Sometimes He responds with additional commands, which may include meditating on a certain subject, writing, masturbation or explicit instructions to abstain from that. When I am to be spanked, I am to kneel and bend over with my face flat, shoulders to the bed, and present myself.